Sunday, December 17, 2006
Reasons why I changed my blog design
# 1: Got sick with the blog design
# 2: Decided that reasons I was sick was because Green's my least fav colour-didn't know why I chose the background in the 1st place
# 3: Decided that the colour reminds me of green algae- maybe's it's because I x blog that often now-makes me feel everything's rotting- EUUUWWW! GROSSSSS!
# 4: Want a new look for the coming new year. Maybe signifying my new outlook in life!
# 5: So that I could start a new entry about reasons why I changed my blog design. You see, I really don't know what else to post these days. my mind's blocked to blogging.
:P
New Year's around, with changes that abound
But since 2006 is coming to an end....what the heck-i'll just shoot-
Truth is, I'm kinda in a limbo right now- emotionally that is- too many changes in my life happenning all at once, and my emotions are currently all mixed up. I've currently reached a few stops in my journey of life, and during the next few stops be landing in these whole new territories soon, very soon:
First Territory: Crazy New Jungle: KL
Yup! righto- my whole family will be relocating to Our Nation's Pride-KL on the 22nd DEC 06 (Hurray, my Birtday!) since my Dad's been promoted to be stationed in PutraJaya for the next 3 years or so. I'll be there in KL from my birthday till the 2nd Jan 07. Where will I be after that??? Rambling about MiawLand of course-going about my usual UNI stuff week in week out without the privilege of visiting my family during weekends! *SOB* My current house will be rented out, that means all my stuff (from A-Z) will be crammed into the tiny hole of a College room. One of the cars will be sold, the Nissan left for me. There will be no more ASTRO-even in KL...Gosh, I feel like licking my precious TV right now (OK, just kidding). but it's packing time right now- a two-month long project which hasn't ended yet.
2nd Juncture:DrivoPhobia+Mania=TheSCARY Duo
The relocation of my family entails my driving frequently on my own to UNIMAS and anywhere else. Honestly, I'm not a big fan of driving. Being affected by DRIVOPHOBIAMANIOSIS definitely isn't something to laugh about!Urggh, it's much worse than fever or Migraine, trust me. Based on a 3-year Research on trying and attempting to drive done by the local Victoria's Association of Crazily Phobic Drivers of Kuching, the Symptoms of DRIVOPHOBIAMANIOSIS, a deadly virus that affects your eye perception, logical thinking ability while driving include:
(1) Hand and feet numbness-this disease has the potential ability to lock up your arms and feet, and causes temporary incapacitation or slowness in bodily movement as you try to drive and while you drive. BEWARE!THIS IS ONLY STAGE 1
(2) Rapid eye movement and temporary blind-out- I'm not talking about sleep..and this only happens when you are temporarily blinded by the sun's rays while driving in the afternoons. Symptoms of these will usually be accompanied by the next symptom (categorised under STAGE 2)!
(3) Acute Panic and Screaming at the top of the lungs- In stage 2, the mutedness experienced in stage 1 will eventually dissipate. In most acute cases, it'll help when you have someone beside you-a kind brother perhaps- so that each time you yelp in fear and start letting your hands fly all over the place in the car (everywhere except your steering wheel), at least you have a someone there to steer the car for you. Pretty convenient heh? But make sure your driving companion understands the stakes-sometimes the hands might just accidentally (just a teeny-weeny accident of course) cling violently onto the shirt collar of the person next to you (in this case, it helps if the person wears a collared t-shirt. Oh, and the darker the t-shirt colour the better since you never know where those grubby hands have traveled, and dirt may still reside even after a handwash). In other occasions, the hands might just land intermittentl on the companion's cheek or the head, particularly when panic level escalates to over 10 screams per minute. My advice is for the companion to always be prepared with attire well-suited for impending assault-such as a motorbike helmet and at least 5 surgeon's mask or a custom made face and head gear with sufficient shock-resistant padding for higher absorption of sudden pressure. For the driver, please be prepared with lozenges and lots of water for better soothing effect on throat.
(3) Uneven control of cluth and accelerator-man, the control of both these components is a very tricky one-particularly when you've just experience the screaming episode. You will experience sensations such as lurching of the car, sudden car stops, the crazy-car symptom (more commonly known as CAR-HICCUPS)
(4) Acute Sweating and secondary screaming episode- Caused by severe but heavily internalised panic, this less physically demonstrative symptom may or may not follow the previous symptom. On occasions when I first started to drive, I had to bring along a towel, bathing suit with me to convinced others when I get back that I just went swimming. Lame excuse I know, but so what? Yeah, cos my hair was completely wet, and so was my shirt or blouse. Guess I had to tell my parents that some crazy wacko threw my clothes in the pool while I was swimming, or that I had absent-mindedly went swimming in my clothes. But occasionally, when the sweating fails to quell my growing panic pangs, screaming will result, subsequently causing mild to severe interferences to eye and spatial perception and logical-analytical and sharp reflex ability (known as Open Mouth, Clog Mind syndrome).
Grrrrrhhh! Anyway, these new found lands sure aren't for the dim-witted and faint hearted. I'm just hoping that as I'll be able to embrace the joy and independence that comes from bracing through the storms of these new changes. :P
TRALALA! Sayonara!
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Just one of those tests I did again
The Idealist You scored 19 Extroversion, 56 Intuition, 75 Emotional, and 66 Spontaneity! |
INFP INFPs are quiet, creative, sensitive and perceptive souls who often strike others as shy, reserved and cool. These folks have a rare capacity for deep caring and commitment--both to the people and causes they idealize. INFPs guide their behavior by a strong inner sense of values, rather than by conventional logic and reason. Forced to cope with this facts-and-figures "real" world we inhabit, INFPs may appear to have been imported from another galaxy! They gravitate toward creative or human service careers which allow them to use their instinctive sens of empathy and remarkable communication skills. Strongly religious, spiritual or philosophical people, INFPs may see the purpose of their lives as an inner journey, quest or personal unfolding. More practical or rational types may tend to discredit the INFP's sources of understanding as mystical. The search for a soulmate is a preoccupation for many INFPs, who must balance their need for privacy and peace with their yearning for human connection. If there seems to be an air of sadness in the INFP's spirit, blame it on this type's longing for the perfect in all things. Relationships Strengths |
Link: The Ultra Ultimate Personality Test written by zip_adeedoodah on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test |
Monday, July 24, 2006
After a loooong blogging break!
Had a terrible time juggling the piles of assignments and 2 play presentations and exhibitions last semester. It was a hell of a time, but fortunately it was subsequently replaced by a very educational, fruitful, eventful and fun semester break! Haha, if you'll call working from morning 7.15am til 9pm at night 5 times a week, and another few hours of work on Saturday fun. But surprisingly it had been exhilirating, albeit slightly tiring in the beginning. My mornings were used up doing some research & typing work in the church office, while the afternoons were reserved for my clerical and teaching job in a tuition school. It was rather nolstalgic having to go back to the same tuition school i worked at during my Form 6 break, and then doing the same multi-task job i was asked to do previously-being the clerk, receptionist, primary school class teacher & cleaner all at the same time.(Heck, and i even wrote a poem about that first job at the tuition school)..Hehe, guess the past always have a way of getting back to you. Nevertheless, it was an experience i found rather beneficial. Tutoring (I don't really call it teaching since i was tutoring them most of the time) all the primary school subjects for all the primary school classes was pretty interesting & I had to brush up on my once forgotten mathematics, science, Chinese & BM skills, since I've mostly dabbled with the English subject the past few years.
The students were surprisingly less of the rascals i initially imagined them to be.
Had an unforgettably frightening experience teaching a different bunch in the same tuition school a few years back. I remembered having to conduct 2 counseling sessions for a near-suicidal and defiant gal a few years back, chasing a boy who had cursed me a few times before running out of the tuition school etc, and winced at the prospect of facing those similar cases again. But thankfully this new bunch of students were comparatively fine...*THANK GOD* Enjoyed chatting with some of them during the lesson.HEHE..
Then two weeks prior to the start of the semester, there was this LO (Liaison Officer) Induction course and the Uni Orientation that i attended. The Orientation was just wonderful but the Induction course was even better-went for a day trip Permai(where we practised the art of killing mosquitoes, the fastest way to grow 3 shades darker, walking on stony pavements barefooted and then getting ourselves dirty in the sand, oh, and rolling on the ground as well). Then the next day we visited a Kampung (had a fun time washing windows and squatting for nearly an hour washing dishes-i must have gained 1 kilo of muscle mass, ate some interesting kampung food, played games, grew a few more shades darker and watched an all-female *with sarungs tied to their waist* football match-a few LOs from a neighbouring kampung even had the novelty to cut down big banana trees with a grass cutter), had a LO Hunt thingy the following day again (something like a treasure hunt, except we had to look for the MPPs-student union officers all around the new campus-more thigh muscles after that). So yeah, we LOs had first hand opportunity to gain muscle mass while roaming around the new campus before the new bunch of students came in. After that-learnt the art of swaying a pom-pom in one hand and shaking a bottle filled with pebbles in the other while jumping like crazy and sashaying around as we cheered for our teammates during a kayakking race. *Sob* But i lost some of my voice that day. Oh well!
The MAP or Orientation went well...made friends with lots of juniors and other LOs while serving as an LO unit ER or First Aid personnel at Kolej Seroja. *OWMIGOSH* and I nearly cried when everything ended towards the end. A memorable experience for me, definitely!
P/S: **Oh, and i also gained a new *RODENT* friend during those 2 weeks... learnt that a HAMSTER belonging to a friend of mine was named after me, and also a friend of mine whose name rhymes with the word 'hamster'..Yeah, was forced, coerced or prompted to say 'hi' and chum up with that hamster called 'Victoria'-the less sanitized, hairier, furrier, uncomunicative, more grotesque, naughtier, fatter (i'm thinner than that guy you know) & less sophisticated version. I WAS IN SHOCK, APPALLED IN FACT!*GASP*-rodents or hamsters or mousies or chipmunks or prairie dogs or whatever you want to name it, clearly hold no resemblance whatsoever to we humans-the higher beings- hence it does not deserve so civilized a name as 'Victoria'. Hrmphh! And to everyone reading this, please, PLEASE, don't ever call any kucings, or doggies, or mousies, or turtles, or fishies (even if it has nutritional value and contain ginseng-like qualities), or tadpoles, or snakeys, or caterpillers, or wormeys, or sluggies, or oink-oinks, or Moo-moos, or whatever- the sacred human name "Victoria"! Queen Victoria of England of the early 20th century would have been indignant! She would have fainted, in fact! :P
~*OKAY I WAS JUST JOKING*~
BYE guys! Nitey Nite!
Thursday, February 23, 2006
WOW! It's being a long time...
It had been a pretty ok few weeks of my new semester... ok in terms of my ability to cope with the load of stressful assignments. Then it became a lil' bit too heavy....presented this reader's theatre thingy just a few weeks back, had such fun singing this lil' sad song(for the first time in my life) and boo-hoo-ing my heart's out as part of the sketch production...at the end I was practically drippin in sweat, but jubilant that it was all over. Phew! Boy, things didn't turn out that well though when the lecturer gave pretty urm...negative comments about all the groups' performance...ALL...not just one or two...so i was like..um.. really devastated at first.
But I enjoyed myself. Learning to enjoy myself in the midst of the choas I facing now... just had a mid-term test just now (that was exactly like 40 minutes ago), don't what other reason I'm writing this load of stuff except to chill out, kill time. It's gonna be a nerve-wrecking time for me next week, with 2 assignments to pass up and a test as well going on on Monday, then a poster draft, poetry assignment and another mid-term test Thursday, then this huge learning package assigment to pass up on Friday. Really need something or someone to relieve this pressure right now before it surges to extreme boiling point... and that means relying on the sweet presence and annointing of Jesus. Honestly, I'm practically clueless as to how to proceed with all these... had been relying on my prayer, soothing and wonderful time with God to endure all these... and He's been a great comfort. Never bothered to really seek God each day, but something's changed this semester... I just had to spend time with God every single day, and everyday I find myself soaking and bathing in such peace each day despite the immense pressure I'm facing. It's really a wonderful comfort...
So..that's how my life's been.. need to rush now... have to get back to prepare for a quiz and 2 assignment discussion later and I haven't studied for the quiz yet. BUSY BUSY busy me...
Well...so that's all for now...Bye...Cheerio! :)